im sorry but maybe i dont understand you. i really do not understand you, i have tried. really, i did, and it was my best. dont you think its time that i had my say and fullfilling it for me? i mean, i know it was really indeed a great disappointment for me, but it might help if you dont rub it in my face more. i must say if 16 years wasnt enough for you to know 'me', then how long more? i need my space, and most importantly, my life, i want to continue doing what i love once again.

dude, i feel very helpless whenever you say you have moodswings, im not sure why. and you know i can get really really really paranoid over you know what. you feeling helpless, me feeling helpless, waiting for the dates to come, its KILIING me. now, its hitting me again, please dont happen, oh god. please.

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